Shyfear

I'm so fucking tired of ignorant people. EVERYDAY I have to deal with this shit. Everytime I go to my german history class suicide always seems to come up, and it's all just a big joke to them! A JOKE! Today the prof put a written piece that some guy did about the coffee house, the whole thing was suppose to be about how everyone can go to the coffee house, or whatever. One of the lines were "If you feel like committing suicide – Coffeehouse!" I almost cried. Everyone else laughed. It's fucking hilarious, isn't it? Yes, laugh at my dead sister, laugh at Kim's dead brother, laugh at all of the victims that the illness killed! And yes, it

So I haven't been on in like, almost a year. For some reason I decided to come on tonight and upload some new pictures even though I SHOULD be doing school work. Things have been stressful with me. I took summer courses and worked full time, now I am overloading with six courses this semester and on my free time I work on suicide prevention, support, moderate a forum and talk people out of suicide. So I'm exhausted! Well I am very tired so I should be going to bed. I plan to be on more regularly this time.. We'll see how that goes. Tschus!

Yays it's my first journal entry! So I thought I would join DA, though I'm still not quite used to it. I probably wont upload my drawings, cause I find them kind of sucky, that and they never look right when they are scanned anyway. But I hope everyone likes my pictures =] A lot of them are self portraits, I'm not conceited, but I'm just my own model haha. I'm still using my old cameras, I'm trying to buy a Fuji S6000FD off of ebay. Ohhhh I'm so excited for it!! I cant wait, I just hope nothing goes wrong! So yeah, nothing else to say for now. I really need to study for my exams, but I know I'll keep procrastinating, I'm so sad haha. Gu